I don't deserve Lukas, I don't think he likes me. I want to be locked in his room so he can punch my face. When I sleep, he should slap my face, so i wake up stressed. I don't deserve to be loved, he and his boys should hurt me like they want. I hope he'll scratch my face and arms with his fingernails. Spit in my face, throw my meal on the ground, laugh about me. Lukas you are FAME, if I don't get a hug from you, I'll appreciate it if you puke in my mouth. Lukas please hold me, so another boy can hurt me while I can't resist. Mr. Graham, I'm crying very fast, that is good for your entertainment. Play with me, I want to be with you every day, I think you can make me strong with all the physical hurting. If I stay strong, love you anyway, maybe I'll get a kiss some day i think. I'm Lukas's victim, he can write this on my face.
